Thanks for sharing your story and experience. I get where you’re coming from, and I’ve had similar thoughts.
For me, I chose to follow my intuition and the intrinsic nature that seeks transformative expression.
Identifying and presenting now as trans/non-binary, I feel more authentic than I ever have before. I don’t pass as female, however, I do it time to get miss-gendered and appreciate it.
I’m sure the HRT overall has had a major influence, even though it’s been through subtle shifts that have compounded over about a year and a half.
I wish you well on your journey 🙏🦋💜