Me too! It wasn’t socially cool or safe to be queer when I was young, so I faked it and never made it.
I also felt very alone and never quite “fit-in” to what was consider a normal lifestyle and was thus labelled a rebel.
Must say, it did lead me to some unique experiences.
Finally fully discovering and embracing who I truly am is changing most everything for me, especially internally—which is most important anyways.
Thanks for sharing your experience and insights. It’s helped to expand my awareness and self-reflection🙏🦋💜🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️