I’ve thought, and felt many of the same things you’ve expounded on.
My gender journey started around 60 and I’m five years in. I found the HRT to be most beneficial in aligning with, and evolving myself intentionally.
I’ve certainly experienced the things you’ve described, and came to the same conclusion that some habits can be hard to break.
Thanks for sharing your insights 🙏🦋👩🎤🏳️⚧️