I respect your opinion and understand where you’re coming from.
You might want to consider reading a certain book that offers what I consider some great insights.
The core of it that you might find interesting is found right at the beginning of the book when he explains the concept of “domestication” and how language and society shapes that conditioning and creates our thoughts and beliefs for us.
The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz. It’s a short book and yet I found it to be profoundly insightful.